shoot me with a gun now for i hate what
i heard and how i feel right now.
no matter how optimistic i am, how nice i am,
i cant bring myself to pretend
everything is fine anymore!
AND FUCK, yes i hate u.
i jus wan to go to bed now and
forget abt the war i jus fought.
a war of hurtful words and wad do i gain?
myself.somethings were nv meant to be.
it shldnt start at all.
now i can only close my eyes
and say fuck off.
oh well, say im sorry.
disappointment come and go,
but life still moves on, itsnt it?
4:08 PM